The Heights

Ich habe das perfekte Lied zu meiner Herbstdepression gefunden!

Natalie Merchand- My Skin



und der Link zum Lied
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1LegWs8xdc

noch schöne Depressionen :)

So hier noch eine Leseprobe aus den früheren Zeiten, aufgefunden beim Desktop-Müll entsorgen :)

 Ok, da ich nicht nur erfolgloser und wahrscheinlich talentfreier Autor schrecklicher Geschichten bin, sondern auch noch im höchsten Maße süchtig nach allem was mit Film und Fersehen zu tun hat und darüber hinaus auch noch ein Lexikon von Schauspielernamen in meinem Kopf habe, hab ich mir gedacht wird es mal Zeit zwei davon zu präsentieren.

Nachdem ich mal meinen Desktop und einige vergessene Datein ausmisten wollte, bin ich über viele schreckliche, fürchterlich depremierende kleine Storys gestolpert, die ich eigentlich bei nochmaligem Lesen am liebsten vollkommen in  die Tonne klopfen möchte. Trotzdem, eine hatte irgendwas an sich. Vielleicht war ich besoffen als ich sie geschrieben habe.
Egal :)

So und zu Auftakt hier ein paar Harry Potter Fics die ich anlässlich des fünften Teils ( Orden des Phoenix) und des 7 Buches ( Heiligtümer des Todes) geschrieben habe. Also wer nicht gespoilt werden will, der sollte nicht lesen.

So ich habe bemerkt, dass ich diese Seite schon seit Ewigkeiten nicht mehr am Laufen hatte. Zuerst hab ich sie eingerichtet weil ich bei den Firefly Fanfiction Sachen teilnehmen wollte, deswegen auch alles auf Englisch, aber jetzt mal anders.

Ich denke das hier sollte mein Portal für meine kleinen Storys sein ob englisch oder deutschsprachig. Werd einfach im Laufe mal so hier und da eine einstellen.

auf die neuen Zeiten

Hey!
so here´s a little something for you. Unforunatly it´s not another Firefly/ Serenity fanfic. It´s someting a wrote for myself. I translated it in english myself without any beta-work/help from others. So don´t blame me for messing this language up. :)
The second version in in german.

enjoy !

City sunrise- english version



City sunrise- german version

 

Hey folks!

well last night ( another night of insomia, I guess it was almost three in the morning), after I finished some school stuff, I had a nice idea for a new firefly fanfic :)

what about putting Mal/ Inara issues together with the lyrics of  "el tango de roxanne", from moulin rouge?

that would work, wouldn´t it?

well but I´m not sure how to include the songs lyrics in the story. Actually I don´t have a storyline yet.
I just thought it would be a nice idea.

mmhhhhhhh maybe I should start something huh?

ok back to work :)
giving this fanfic it´s shape.

Well do you remember about the programming test a was bitching about for month and month and month?
the one a studied for so many weeks?

I did PASS it !!!!
yep I made it :)

I tossed this old bastard called PHP down to the ground and made him bleed for stealing my last nerv :)

Unfortunatly , even though I won this battle I havn´t won not the war, yet.
several tests about to come in the next two month but.........

for now.......... for today............ for this moment

the world............

is just  WONDERFUL :)

Oh how I hate those freaks who think that today the world will end just because the today´s date has 666 in it.
Come on?
Are you serious?
Do you really think the devil gives a damn of dates?
I mean if I would believ in god or the devil, I would say this is totally crap talking that you guys do.
I bet this day will end like every other will.
Sure someday the end will come, but then you won´t see it coming folks.

so pay attention to other things. 
Live life! Feel SHINY :) Do SHINY things today!!!

Hey
saw the trailor of  The Lake House today, and awwwwwwww I so want to see this movie. I always loved Keanu Reeves playing the lonly hearted lover and on the side of Sandra Bullock ( a german girl by heart :) ) he´s just amazing.

I´m totally gonna watch it when it starts in theatres around here :)

how can I resist such a storyline ( wich proves the asian movies are just brilliant in storyline), and Keane´s Somewhere only we know in the trailor. I sooooo love this song.

reminds me of go and check when the new anime from Hayao Miyazaki starts over here.
I just loved Princess Mononoke and Howl's Moving Castle !!!!

anyway, have to go. WORK!
hope you´ll all survive the day :)

Here! 
see? I´m still obsessed :)
After spending another night without sleep I came up to write this pretty fic. I hope you´ll like it.
It´s a little dark as always.
And a big big big thanks to </a></font></strong></a>nos4a2no9
who did a just brilliant editing to that fic :)
Enjoy!

Title: A pain to miss
Rating: PG 13 ?
Summary: Mal keeps on thinking about some things during a sleepless night
( just like me)
Pairing/Characters: Mal/Inara.
Disclaimer: Joss is Boss. I own nothing

Hey!

I´m just on my way to my great uncles birthday party. Well you know the brother of my grandma :)
well he turned 80 this week and celebrates this milestone with a great party. 
Where I unfortunatly have to meet my greatcousin- the stupid bastard- who once tried to kiss me when I was 12 and he was 14.

Just because I recoiled in shock about his action , he stopped talking to me for now almost ten years.
Do you believe that?

Anyway this just will be a nice evening with my family. Oh I whished my brother would come with us, but he has to work today, so a perfect reason not to come and save me from another kissing attack :)

at least my the sis of this not-waiting-for-the-permission-kisser is such a sweetheart. I really missed her the last ten years. Of course we saw each other once in a while but not so often as we did when we were younger.

so wish me luck.

p.s. working on a new Firefly Fanfiction. Oh inspiration shall never leave me!!!
It´s a good feeling to write again.
Even though I havn´t made any imporves for my book, at least it´s something.
I mean it´s much easier writing about a such great characters like Mal, Inara and the rest of the crew, than trying to put all my family issues together and write a opulent tragecy  in the tradition of bitter family dramas like the one Holly Hunter and Robert Downey jr. once played at.  Or the one with Claire Danes and Sarah Jessica Parker did last christmas or so.

Do you remember? I just know them by german titles.
anyway,

cu tonight, when I´m going to suffer of insomia again.

So it´s friday night 23:45 pm in good old germany. I just came home from work 2 hours ago, made myself a quick meal, welcomed my mom back from her buisness trip and intended to do some studying for a course.

But it came dirffrently. After I discovered that I forgot about a important homework I actually have to send to the prof at mondays, I have no intention to do school stuff anymore.

I´m sooo exhausted!
the whole week I was just studying for two test I had to write. I had minimum sleep and I´m sure I destoyed some membranes in my brain by trying to understand programming.

I´m so not into this. I hate studying at the moment.
And I´m feeling myself slipping back into "I want to get out of this "- Mode. 

Do you know the feeling by watching at a train that moves along with the one you are sitting in, while you´re on you way to university and without any reason you just want to switch trains and dissapear whereever this damn train leads to. 
Just making a big escape.
Escaping this stupid courses, escaping the stupid tests, the stupid family and your stupid life, just for once, for one tiny moment in your own mind.

Anyway it´s just thinking. 
nothing from importance. Just feeling unpleasent with idea of doing this damn programming thing the rest of my life.

well................ but there´s also good news for today.
Saw X-men 3 yesterday and squeeeee. I love this movie. Pheonix worked out so good even without the original story.
 Brother and I had a wonderful time debatting the half night through about how the doom of Scott was so under his worth, and how lovly Famke Janssen squared her face in this beautiful expression of pure rage.

well it´s worth an icon : )

don´t you think?

and with these final words, I will say goodnight for today.
hope everbody´s sleeping well.
I will finally get the sleep I need after this week of horror.


goodnight

Oh tis fic is killing me.
It´s just so guahhhhhhhhhh, dark and cruel and all desperate :)

just the way I love it.

go see yourself

Once upon a midnight dreary

Well isn´t obsession a wonderful thing?
even though I have to study for a hell a number of exams ( including programming) I still find some time to focus on my current Firefly/ Serenity obsession. And I think thats good. Otherwhise I would have gone mad a week ago or so.

Just having this programming crap on mind, can´t be healthy :)

Anyway as a proof of my recent fandom state, here are two lovly fics a wrote about the Firefly universe, of cause with some help in english language. Thanks to </a></font></strong></a>nos4a2no9</font></p>

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Do anybody thinks that TV is evil?

I´m obsessed again. I mean that´s not unusual for a fangirl but this time it´s really really bad.
Let me tell you how it came to this.

My brother and I went to the Videoplace. It was one of those days. Nothing in TV and obviosly nothing from interest to do. So we stood ther in front of all those lovly new DVD and got the choice of two movies we hadn´t seen so far. (Yes we actually watched every movie in this videoplace- just to make sure that everybody knows, how obsessed we are with TV, Cinema, Movie´s and so on)

Well the one of the movies was Peter Jacksons KING KONG and the other was Joss Wheadons SERENITY.
Both in our eyes very low rated movies. So we decided to let a coin decide this question.
And for our both good it chose SERENITY.

That was the end of everything. First we thought it would be as bad as Buffy and Angel but then.......
something happened...........after the first sequence............ somehow..........after the first sarcastic lines Mal spoke.............we liked it!!!!!

unbelievable, we liked something out of the hands of Joss Wheadon!!!
but that wasn´t the end of the whole story.....
it wasn´t like that we just liked Serenity, no we loved it and than a day later, still nothing from interest in the TV, we returned the DVD and stood in front of the only movie we havn´t seen so far.
But there was something rising in us.
No we didn´t want to watch KING KONG.
The end is common anyway. The monkey dies!!!

So my brother........... and I have to make sure that you really understand this situation. My brother isn´t such a cheery person at all, more grumpy and dark. But this time his face lightend as he looked at me.
"Isn´t there a DVD box from FIREFLY", I asked as I saw his face.
What can I tell you. It was reading each others mind.

So we rented the whole DVD box of FIREFLY......
two days later we were totally mad about this piece of TV history. My grumpy brother hummed the title song everywhere he was going, downloaded the lyrics and even started singing it at times.

two more days later, after returning the DVD box to the videoplace, we bought both SERENITY and FIREFLY- the series.

And still we´re not through with it. Rewatching every episode, on english and german, just like building a shrine around SERENITY DVD.

the last time we were this close to mental was with FARSCAPE.

so the madness goes on.

heaven have mercy on my soul!!!!

So hey!

I have nothing to do but hanging out and laze around my sofa in front of the telli.
What is actually good because I had the worst three weeks ever. Tes, test , test at university. But I´m proud to say that on friday I wrote my last exam for this semester and now I have semseter brek till march.

party party!

but not today. Today´s all meant for watching Pride and Prejudice, Shakespeare Retold and Inside I´m dancing, the whole day long.

what is there else to get really relaxed on a sunday than watching the cuddly little puppies of my heart on Tv scean and swoon and melt because of their beauty. Oh Mc Fadyen and My Avoy are evil. I can´t get enought of them.

so let´s get started.

Hey there´s still alot to do, but I believe it already has a kinda good look.

I mean for a newbie?

come on for a total freshman on Livejournal?

well It could just get better

So now I´m official a Livejournal user. I know my design is crap yet, I have nothing really to say and my icons are , well lets´not talk about it.

The only thing that matters, that I´m online with my own journal.
Finally I can broatcast all my thoughts about actors, actresses, books, movies, music and writing own stuff.

so let´s get started !!!!